Through Disappointment To The Creator

Question: Does the revelation of the Creator always take place through disappointment and despair of my own powers?

Answer: Yes. Revelation is always connected with searching, disappointments, yearning with force, ascents and descents. This is the only way, because otherwise you will not be able to discern, reveal, or know anything.

In our world we also feel disappointment, we fall, we find, etc. The search always consists of identifying between two opposites.
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From KabTV’s “Fundamentals of Kabbalah” 11/24/19