Patience Is Needed

Question: Why have my feelings become inoperative? Previously, feelings came involuntarily, but now I have to ask the Creator even for love for my relatives.

Answer: It is very good. You are being taught what it means to feel right. So you can’t be like a child either crying or being happy.

Now you are beginning to collect other feelings that are more subtle, different. And then it all comes out. Patience is needed.
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From KabTV’s “Fundamentals of Kabbalah,” 4/26/20